yesterday and today are the two challenging days for me, days where I have to reexamine myself, to take myself aback and do major reflection. as you can see in title, ya... the difference between Trials and trials is, the latter is even discouraging that the former.
I begin my first day of class with full of excitement. Monday morning, with my dark blue shirt with the ever nice uitm tie, I went to the cafe and have my usual cup of tea and fried rice. went to class, got back my English essay paper. not bad, I scored an average mark. even as I got into the physics class... the trembling comes. and come a wind rushing and distributed itself into fires on tongues... lol
I got back my physics paper... it is better than my 3rd topic test. 70+ begin to be be my dreadful number. perhaps I put too much hope. but anyway its what most people got except few brilliant ones who scored 90+. Even as I browse through the paper, I thought I could answer most of the paper, but why still I can't score what I wanted? silly mistakes, full of them, contaminating the paper.
The afternoon, I went to IDP (agent that handles our uni application) to get my letter for the interview for the University of Adelaide medical programme. Joyously we went to Subang, went to the office, and got our letter. Initially in the morning, there's some number of around 10+ people who didn't make it for the interview, so I'm quite proud of myself getting one. (not bad ah me!) I took the letter without looking at it, and off we went to have lunch in Asia Cafe. As soon as I bite my first bit, I glanced through the letter. Awwwww!!! Ohhhhh!!! *$#%$#@#$@# What?
Dear Choon Wei Wee,
We have recieved your PQA test results. Unfortunately, we are sorry to say that YOU DID NOT SCORE enough cut-off point to get an offer for our Medicine program. However, your results qualify you to opt for our Dentistry program instead, and I am glad to invite you for the interview this thursday.
YOU DID NOT SCORE! DENTISTRY??? pulling out teeths for the rest of my life?? a big blow to me. i mean, so many people got the interview. all non-malay student got the interview except one, and you are saying that I am another one? How can I be so ..... bad? my results are above average, i mean i did quite well in PQA, my mind was sound, I could be confident with my answers. Why? Why?
even now, I am still asking why? is this the trial that God wants to give me after my Trials? then today, i got my results for another few subjects as well. Expected it to be not so good due to the fame that AUSMAT trials is purposely made hard, but did not expect me to score averagely, similar with my fellow classmates. Why I can't get higher than average? am I too kiasu? or am I just not the 'brainy' kind? I don't know.
but 'I know whom I have believed', like what the old famous hymn goes. Bad days, good days, God works out for good for those who loves Him. even when circumstances are bad, He has a good reason for it, and I want to be excited for what greater trials He will heap on me next because His purpose is good and pleasing at the end, I know. I messaged a few of my friends and colleagues, exaggerating "I want to die!", but deep inside I know that life is worth the living just because He lives.
Because He lives,
I can face tomorrow,
Because He lives,
All fear is gone,
Because I know, I know,
He holds the future,
Life is worth the living
Just because He lives
the word of God also challenged me yesterday to rise up from this failure and disappointment, to press on further to study for His glory, to pursue excellence. In Proverbs, Solomon says, "hey sluggard, look at the ants!". Truly whatever I sow, I will reap. and today I can testify that I will strive no matter what to fulfill what God wants me to do here in INTEC. but that doesn't mean I need to worry about my outcome, whether I will pass or fail, because my life is in His hands.
praise God!
fauzi wee
failed doctor-to-be, future 'pencabut gigi'
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Saturday, September 17, 2005
What's the fuss about marrying a Malay?
Recently I've helped the AUSMAT drama team come out with 'Curry Puff Blues', a 30 minutes production for INTEC's 25th anniversary's Language Awareness Night with a very strong theme of interracial marriage. A poor chinese guy wanted to be with a rich malay lady, but ended being caught and being thrown into the river. With the idea taken from the movie 'Sepet', the message of the drama was something that is very dear to my heart, racism.
Recently, as I was talking and discussing about future marriage and boy-girl relationship with my mother and grandfather, I joked with them whether would they be happy if I am to marry a Malay or perhaps an Indian or perhaps an Orang Asli. True to the popular prejudice to both of these races, my grandad says (with respect to my non-Chinese friends, for the sake of quoting him), "IF YOU MARRY AN INDIAN, YOUR CHILDREN'S WORTH WOULD BE REDUCED TO HALF! INDIAN LADIES ARE UGLY, DARK, AND YOUR DESCENDANTS WILL BE IMPURE, WORTHLESS. YOU KNOW, THE MALAY CIVILISATION IS JUST 400 YEARS, AND THE CHINESE CIVILISATION STARTS FOR 5000 YEARS. HOW CAN YOU MARRY BARBARIANS?"
Tough, strong statements that can cut deep into the hearts of those who heard it. My grandpa is not a Christian. I turned to my mum, double discouragement, she succumbed to the devil's lie of racism. Racism and racial prejudice is so rampant in the society and worst still, it has crept in to the church as well. But what should we, Christian respond and act towards this issue. Is racism biblical? Is racism justified?
On the 22nd day of September, 1862 the President of the United States of America, Abraham Lincoln, issued an emancipation proclamation declaring every man free. The proclamation was reinforcing the words of many, that all men were created equal. But many people could not endorse that statement. Sad to say, many Christians who speak of the love of God are secretly racist within their hearts. Today, Christ also has an emancipation proclamation with a condition for every man. And He is saying in John 8:32, "And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free." What is this "truth" that Jesus spoke of? Well, consider the following.
Acts 10:10-14
10 And he became very hungry, and would have eaten: but while they made ready, he fell into a trance,
11 And saw heaven opened, and a certain vessel descending unto him, as it had been a great sheet knit at the four corners, and let down to the earth:
12 Wherein were all manner of fourfooted beasts of the earth, and wild beasts, and creeping things, and fowls of the air.
13 And there came a voice to him, Rise, Peter; kill, and eat.
14 But Peter said, Not so, Lord; for I have never eaten any thing that is common or unclean.
28 And he said unto them, Ye know how that it is an unlawful thing for a man that is a Jew to keep company, or come unto one of another nation; but God hath showed me that I should not call any man common or unclean
Clearly the God has endorsed that we should never call any creation of God ‘unclean’. There should not be ‘holier’ or ‘better’ than thou attitude in our lives because the Bible clearly states that ‘ALL men have sinned and had fall short of the glory of God’. You and I are sinners, unworthy people, and we have no rights whatsoever to condemn or to judge anyone, or any group unworthy to associate with. Christ died for one race; the human race. This is how we should see different ethnic groups as how God looks at us, human beings who needs the love of God, equal before the Almighty One.
Peter accepted the truth but many others in the Christian church refuse to see all people as equals. Therefore, they are exhibiting a form of Godliness, but there is no power. The power only comes when there is oneness. How can a group of people suggest to be in one accord when they are segregated by racism? Where is the love? When Christ is in the heart, the love of man becomes unconditional. Men will not see color, but a sister and a brother in Christ. How can we say that I am an elder in the church, yet at the same time certain members are neglected because they are black? How can you say that I am a Pastor, a man of God, yet at the same time you have ill feelings towards the white members of your church? Who hath bewitched you friend? The Bible says, "Let no man deceive you." But many have been deceived, in believing that they are better than others.
Galatians 3:2828 There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus.
God gave Moses an Ethiopian woman to be his wife. Two race coming together. Hagar, Abraham's maid was from a different race. Friends, God sees people, He does not see race. Is there not beauty in everything? Yes there is. It is just that some people are so pre-disposed a certain way that they cannot see it. The fact is, God did not create race. He did not create black and white. The Bible said, "So God created man." Genesis 1:27.All people came from Adam and Eve. Therefore, where did race come from? The beginning of race started at the Tower of Babel. From that point onward our geographical location, climate and infrastructure had everything to do with our features.
Many want to preserve something that God did not create. Race came about as a result of sin. God wanted us to be one people. If we did not walk away from God, if we did not try to build a tower unto heaven, then we would not be in this segregated mess. One day, their will be no more race, just one people. At that point, no one will have a reason to be racist, for we will be one people. Friend, I do not know about you, but I am longing for that day. The day where situational racism and all other kinds of racism will be destroyed. God made all man in His image and all man equal. Image has a lot more to it than just color. It is our attitudes, mannerism and our character. Man is skin deep. For many, image means color. Racism prevents us from seeing the physical form of the entire face and body of a person. We only see color and then exclaim, "that person does not look like me." Why, because we are condition and bent that way because of the corrupted teachings of this world. God does not see race, He sees people. We must get to the point where we are separated by nothing, in God. God made us one people and we will be one people again.
Philippians 2:33 Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves.We should always, as the command from the Bible, esteem others better than ourselves.
Jeff Spencer, an evangelist laid down 4 main points of contradiction between racism and Christianity.
RACISM VERSUS THE LOVE FOR GOD
Can we honestly claim to love God if we do not love and accept those He created in his likeness? The Bible answers: If someone says, "I love God," and hates his brother, he is a liar; for he who does not love his brother whom he has seen, how can he love God whom he has not seen? And this commandment we have from Him: that he who loves God must love his brother also (I John 4:20 - 21).
RACISM VERSUS THE CHARACTER OF GOD.
Racism is about as far removed from God's character as one can get. God does not possess the shallow trait of "judging a book by its cover." While man looks at the outward appearance, "...the Lord looks at the heart" (I Samuel 16:7). As Peter so accurately stated, "In truth I perceive that God shows no partiality. But in every nation whoever fears Him and works righteousness is accepted by Him" (Acts 10:34-35).
RACISM VERSUS THE UNITY IN CHRIST
In the world of the First Century, there was constant enmity between Jew and Gentile (non-Jewish). Jesus came "...that he might reconcile them both to God in one body through the cross, thereby putting to death the enmity" (Eph. 2:16). In the body (or church) of Christ (Eph. 1:22-23), all barriers are removed (Eph. 2:14). A Christian is one who has put on the new man "...who is renewed in knowledge according to the image of Him who created him, where there is neither Greek nor Jew, circumcised nor uncircumcised, barbarian, Scythian, slave nor free, but Christ is all and in all" (Col. 3:10-11; cf. Gal 3:28). The barriers removed in Christ include those of nationality ("Greek nor Jew"), heritage ("circumcised nor uncircumcised"), culture ("barbarian, Scythian"), and social class ("slave nor free"). There is no place for racial prejudice in the Lord's church.
RACISM VERSUS THE GREAT COMMISSION
God "...desires all men to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth" (I Tim. 2:4). He loved "the world" (consisting of every race) so much that he gave His only begotten Son (John 3:16; Rom. 5:8). Christians are to "shine as lights in the world, holding fast the word of life" (Phil. 2:15-16). We are to reach out to those of "all nations" with the saving message of the gospel (Matt. 28:19-20). Racism has absolutely no room in this task. It is a hindrance in carrying out the great commission of our Lord.
Friends, as followers of our Lord Jesus Christ, we need to come to know that the grace of God upon our lives should not be forgotten. We are the forgiven people, and we ought to see people with God’s grace and mercy, to see people as equal, for this is the highest act of love.
Coming back to the question of interracial marriage, we are not to judge or to limit ourselves to a certain racial group to marry because God’s purpose and will is the most important of all. As long as we do not be unequally yoked and pursue marriage with wisdom, God’s blessing is upon each and every union.
fauzi
Recently, as I was talking and discussing about future marriage and boy-girl relationship with my mother and grandfather, I joked with them whether would they be happy if I am to marry a Malay or perhaps an Indian or perhaps an Orang Asli. True to the popular prejudice to both of these races, my grandad says (with respect to my non-Chinese friends, for the sake of quoting him), "IF YOU MARRY AN INDIAN, YOUR CHILDREN'S WORTH WOULD BE REDUCED TO HALF! INDIAN LADIES ARE UGLY, DARK, AND YOUR DESCENDANTS WILL BE IMPURE, WORTHLESS. YOU KNOW, THE MALAY CIVILISATION IS JUST 400 YEARS, AND THE CHINESE CIVILISATION STARTS FOR 5000 YEARS. HOW CAN YOU MARRY BARBARIANS?"
Tough, strong statements that can cut deep into the hearts of those who heard it. My grandpa is not a Christian. I turned to my mum, double discouragement, she succumbed to the devil's lie of racism. Racism and racial prejudice is so rampant in the society and worst still, it has crept in to the church as well. But what should we, Christian respond and act towards this issue. Is racism biblical? Is racism justified?
On the 22nd day of September, 1862 the President of the United States of America, Abraham Lincoln, issued an emancipation proclamation declaring every man free. The proclamation was reinforcing the words of many, that all men were created equal. But many people could not endorse that statement. Sad to say, many Christians who speak of the love of God are secretly racist within their hearts. Today, Christ also has an emancipation proclamation with a condition for every man. And He is saying in John 8:32, "And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free." What is this "truth" that Jesus spoke of? Well, consider the following.
Acts 10:10-14
10 And he became very hungry, and would have eaten: but while they made ready, he fell into a trance,
11 And saw heaven opened, and a certain vessel descending unto him, as it had been a great sheet knit at the four corners, and let down to the earth:
12 Wherein were all manner of fourfooted beasts of the earth, and wild beasts, and creeping things, and fowls of the air.
13 And there came a voice to him, Rise, Peter; kill, and eat.
14 But Peter said, Not so, Lord; for I have never eaten any thing that is common or unclean.
28 And he said unto them, Ye know how that it is an unlawful thing for a man that is a Jew to keep company, or come unto one of another nation; but God hath showed me that I should not call any man common or unclean
Clearly the God has endorsed that we should never call any creation of God ‘unclean’. There should not be ‘holier’ or ‘better’ than thou attitude in our lives because the Bible clearly states that ‘ALL men have sinned and had fall short of the glory of God’. You and I are sinners, unworthy people, and we have no rights whatsoever to condemn or to judge anyone, or any group unworthy to associate with. Christ died for one race; the human race. This is how we should see different ethnic groups as how God looks at us, human beings who needs the love of God, equal before the Almighty One.
Peter accepted the truth but many others in the Christian church refuse to see all people as equals. Therefore, they are exhibiting a form of Godliness, but there is no power. The power only comes when there is oneness. How can a group of people suggest to be in one accord when they are segregated by racism? Where is the love? When Christ is in the heart, the love of man becomes unconditional. Men will not see color, but a sister and a brother in Christ. How can we say that I am an elder in the church, yet at the same time certain members are neglected because they are black? How can you say that I am a Pastor, a man of God, yet at the same time you have ill feelings towards the white members of your church? Who hath bewitched you friend? The Bible says, "Let no man deceive you." But many have been deceived, in believing that they are better than others.
Galatians 3:2828 There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus.
God gave Moses an Ethiopian woman to be his wife. Two race coming together. Hagar, Abraham's maid was from a different race. Friends, God sees people, He does not see race. Is there not beauty in everything? Yes there is. It is just that some people are so pre-disposed a certain way that they cannot see it. The fact is, God did not create race. He did not create black and white. The Bible said, "So God created man." Genesis 1:27.All people came from Adam and Eve. Therefore, where did race come from? The beginning of race started at the Tower of Babel. From that point onward our geographical location, climate and infrastructure had everything to do with our features.
Many want to preserve something that God did not create. Race came about as a result of sin. God wanted us to be one people. If we did not walk away from God, if we did not try to build a tower unto heaven, then we would not be in this segregated mess. One day, their will be no more race, just one people. At that point, no one will have a reason to be racist, for we will be one people. Friend, I do not know about you, but I am longing for that day. The day where situational racism and all other kinds of racism will be destroyed. God made all man in His image and all man equal. Image has a lot more to it than just color. It is our attitudes, mannerism and our character. Man is skin deep. For many, image means color. Racism prevents us from seeing the physical form of the entire face and body of a person. We only see color and then exclaim, "that person does not look like me." Why, because we are condition and bent that way because of the corrupted teachings of this world. God does not see race, He sees people. We must get to the point where we are separated by nothing, in God. God made us one people and we will be one people again.
Philippians 2:33 Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves.We should always, as the command from the Bible, esteem others better than ourselves.
Jeff Spencer, an evangelist laid down 4 main points of contradiction between racism and Christianity.
RACISM VERSUS THE LOVE FOR GOD
Can we honestly claim to love God if we do not love and accept those He created in his likeness? The Bible answers: If someone says, "I love God," and hates his brother, he is a liar; for he who does not love his brother whom he has seen, how can he love God whom he has not seen? And this commandment we have from Him: that he who loves God must love his brother also (I John 4:20 - 21).
RACISM VERSUS THE CHARACTER OF GOD.
Racism is about as far removed from God's character as one can get. God does not possess the shallow trait of "judging a book by its cover." While man looks at the outward appearance, "...the Lord looks at the heart" (I Samuel 16:7). As Peter so accurately stated, "In truth I perceive that God shows no partiality. But in every nation whoever fears Him and works righteousness is accepted by Him" (Acts 10:34-35).
RACISM VERSUS THE UNITY IN CHRIST
In the world of the First Century, there was constant enmity between Jew and Gentile (non-Jewish). Jesus came "...that he might reconcile them both to God in one body through the cross, thereby putting to death the enmity" (Eph. 2:16). In the body (or church) of Christ (Eph. 1:22-23), all barriers are removed (Eph. 2:14). A Christian is one who has put on the new man "...who is renewed in knowledge according to the image of Him who created him, where there is neither Greek nor Jew, circumcised nor uncircumcised, barbarian, Scythian, slave nor free, but Christ is all and in all" (Col. 3:10-11; cf. Gal 3:28). The barriers removed in Christ include those of nationality ("Greek nor Jew"), heritage ("circumcised nor uncircumcised"), culture ("barbarian, Scythian"), and social class ("slave nor free"). There is no place for racial prejudice in the Lord's church.
RACISM VERSUS THE GREAT COMMISSION
God "...desires all men to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth" (I Tim. 2:4). He loved "the world" (consisting of every race) so much that he gave His only begotten Son (John 3:16; Rom. 5:8). Christians are to "shine as lights in the world, holding fast the word of life" (Phil. 2:15-16). We are to reach out to those of "all nations" with the saving message of the gospel (Matt. 28:19-20). Racism has absolutely no room in this task. It is a hindrance in carrying out the great commission of our Lord.
Friends, as followers of our Lord Jesus Christ, we need to come to know that the grace of God upon our lives should not be forgotten. We are the forgiven people, and we ought to see people with God’s grace and mercy, to see people as equal, for this is the highest act of love.
Coming back to the question of interracial marriage, we are not to judge or to limit ourselves to a certain racial group to marry because God’s purpose and will is the most important of all. As long as we do not be unequally yoked and pursue marriage with wisdom, God’s blessing is upon each and every union.
fauzi
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Its Your blood that cleanses me
Darah-Mu membersihkan,
Darah-Mu membrikan nyawa,
Darah-Mu gantikanku, Mati menebusku,
Bersihkan, putih melepak, melepak,
Yesusku, penyelamat daku.
Karangan : Michael Christ (Mikail Kristus)
inilah lagu yang sering dinyanyikan oleh usrah yang dihadiriku semasa mengaji dalam tingkatan 5. sungguh pendek, kuno, lagu lama, tetapi tetap menyentuh hatiku, tetap mengingatkanku kepada Yesus, permulaan dan pengakhiran imanku.
Darah-Mu membrikan nyawa,
Darah-Mu gantikanku, Mati menebusku,
Bersihkan, putih melepak, melepak,
Yesusku, penyelamat daku.
Karangan : Michael Christ (Mikail Kristus)
inilah lagu yang sering dinyanyikan oleh usrah yang dihadiriku semasa mengaji dalam tingkatan 5. sungguh pendek, kuno, lagu lama, tetapi tetap menyentuh hatiku, tetap mengingatkanku kepada Yesus, permulaan dan pengakhiran imanku.
New Life Restoration Centre
New Life Restoration Centre, Shah Alam
a centre where new lives were born, the incubator of souls, the tabernacle of praise...
Many people use to wonder why on earth, why on earth do I want to go to such a centre? New life? sounds like direct sales product with its logo opposite McD's.
Pastor David Tham, hail from Batu Pahat, a man with the apostolic anointing, called to reach the thousands of Shah Alam, is now pastoring this flock of around 100 strong. A company secretary, and a lay pastor of this church. His ministry has been impactful both to the church and the marketplace. With youthful vibrance, and a strong love and hunger for God's power and anointing, He has been instrumental in reaching out to people of Section25 Shah Alam, and now moving to Kota Kemuning.
Personally, when I first came to this church. I see this pastor, and also the pastors of NLRC as 'very personal'. His attempts to crack joke with all church members and visitors are appreciated although not always successful. Together with Ps. Barnabas who will jovially greet you as if you are the only person on earth. and Pastor Pak Lum with his big smile, always asking about your studies and about 'when are you flying to ....?' together with his updates about his billion dollars project. Really made you feel special and welcomed. Plus Phebe (Ps. David's wife who is ever funny), and aunty Yin Chun (Ps. Barnabas' wife) who will always nod her head when she talks to you, never to disagree on anything.
Special thanks go to Ps. David and Phebe for their wonderful hospitality during my weekend stay in their mansion. Really appreciate the stay and their constant feeding. Besides, thanks also for feeding me with the Word of God and impartation of experience in ministry during the G12 sessions. Thanks for helping me to get rid of unforgiveness, past hurts and wounds, and breaking of sins in my life during Encounter Weekend. Thanks also for the listening ears to my cries and frustrations in Campus Alive ministry and also giving support in all ways to reach out to the students. Your presence in my life is really impactful.
There are of course strengths and weaknesses in every congregation that I've been to, and NLRC is not being spared from evaluations :P Let me summarise
Strengths
- Close proximity to the community
- Good teamwork within the pastoral team and also volunteers and staff
- Nice church ambience
- Great approach in reaching out to the community through the Childrens' Church
- Vibrant worship service
- Strong sense of urgency to preach the Gospel, and using the works of the Holy Spirit, dependence on God
- Strong zeal and commitment among the committed members.
Weaknesses
- Lack of solid preaching and challenge using the Word of God
- There isn't a strong emphasis on personal growth among members
- Growth programmes are too centralised towards NLRC PJ, eg: Ministry Training, teaching on prayer etc.
- Lack of clear direction in growth. Focus is not consistent (Works of HS, service, SCC, evangelism)
- Teaching has high tendency to fall into the trap of 'prosperity gospel' or 'God meeting the needs of people' and less emphasis on carrying the cross and commitment.
- Too much dependence on the lay leadership. Lack of leardership roles among members.
Anyhow, there is still room for improvement and I believe that this Church will continue to be God's instrument to reach the thousands for Shah Alam. Keep it on!
Choon Wei
Saturday, September 10, 2005
tuhanku
Tuhanku
ketika hatiku duka
sewaktu ia menangis
Kau bagaikan Gembala
yang memapah disisiMu
menciumku bagaikan anaknya sendiri
Tuhanku
Ketika ku keseorangan
bagaikan kertas ditiup sana sini
pada waktu itu lah Kau berada
HadiratMulah yang ku dapat rasakan
Aku bersamamu Kau ingatkan.
Tuhanku
Ketika badai hidup mengamuk
Ku dihimpit kerisauan dan kepayahan
Ku kehilangan tujuan hidup
Ku merana akan kehidupan
PelukanMu Kau ingatkan
Kaulah segalanya dalam hidupku
Tuhanku
Ku keletihan kerana dosa
Banyak kali minta ampun, banyak kali itulah ku dosa
Ku malu jatuh tersungkur
kepalaku tak terangkatnya
kerana kekudusanMu
Ayuh bangun anakku Kau seru
KasihKu bagimu tak terbatas
Tuhanku
Hidup ini penuh derita
Tiada makna walau ku kaya
Apalah gunanya hidup
TanpaKu hidupmu tak bermakna
NyawaKu kuberikan agar hidupmu penuh bermakna.
Tuhanku
TanpaMu siapa kita
KepadaMulah ku datang
Bebanan dosa Kau tanggalkan
Bebanan hidup Kau ringankan
Dengan DarahMu kau bersihkan
agar kehidupanku menjadi kemuliaanM
ketika hatiku duka
sewaktu ia menangis
Kau bagaikan Gembala
yang memapah disisiMu
menciumku bagaikan anaknya sendiri
Tuhanku
Ketika ku keseorangan
bagaikan kertas ditiup sana sini
pada waktu itu lah Kau berada
HadiratMulah yang ku dapat rasakan
Aku bersamamu Kau ingatkan.
Tuhanku
Ketika badai hidup mengamuk
Ku dihimpit kerisauan dan kepayahan
Ku kehilangan tujuan hidup
Ku merana akan kehidupan
PelukanMu Kau ingatkan
Kaulah segalanya dalam hidupku
Tuhanku
Ku keletihan kerana dosa
Banyak kali minta ampun, banyak kali itulah ku dosa
Ku malu jatuh tersungkur
kepalaku tak terangkatnya
kerana kekudusanMu
Ayuh bangun anakku Kau seru
KasihKu bagimu tak terbatas
Tuhanku
Hidup ini penuh derita
Tiada makna walau ku kaya
Apalah gunanya hidup
TanpaKu hidupmu tak bermakna
NyawaKu kuberikan agar hidupmu penuh bermakna.
Tuhanku
TanpaMu siapa kita
KepadaMulah ku datang
Bebanan dosa Kau tanggalkan
Bebanan hidup Kau ringankan
Dengan DarahMu kau bersihkan
agar kehidupanku menjadi kemuliaanM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
blogging
hi friends (i hope there's some),
just got into the hang of blogging. Really when I see few of you blog, i really thought I should blog as well. As a journal, can save up everything and print out and become my life journal. When I die ppl will read mine and cry... haha :P
ya, some of the nice blogs I like
http://theagora.blogspot.com
http://eguitarist4christ.blogspot.com
http://beckz31.blogspot.com
wait for mine in the near future!!
muakz...
just got into the hang of blogging. Really when I see few of you blog, i really thought I should blog as well. As a journal, can save up everything and print out and become my life journal. When I die ppl will read mine and cry... haha :P
ya, some of the nice blogs I like
http://theagora.blogspot.com
http://eguitarist4christ.blogspot.com
http://beckz31.blogspot.com
wait for mine in the near future!!
muakz...
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